The down side of loosing weight….

The down side of loosing weight….

Daily Confession #6

Ok….So for the past 9 weeks, i have been doing Weight Watchers and I have dropped about 23 pounds. My picture….right over there, i was 23 ponds heavier there. It hasn’t been easy….believe me, it hasnt. No one really knows how hard it is to not have the delicious things that other people have. When all your friends have chips and cookies and yummy stuff, your stuck with a salad…lovely i know. But heres the thing…i see results. I just feel so much better about myself. I’ll be quite honest with you all….i have always pictured myself being heavier in life. Not that i’m like morbidly obease, but, i never thought that i would be thin, i never thought that i would feel good about myself in a bathing suit. I never thought that i could walk into a clothing store and try on anything i want without that fear that, even though i get the largest size, it wont fit. I have always been teased and bullied because of my weight, ever since i was 8 years old, and i remember feeling so horrible about myself, but now, i can laugh at the people who hurt me, and i dont care what they say. Right now, i feel beautiful. I’ll say it again….I FEEL BEAUTIFUL!!!! Loosing weight has helped me in so many ways. I finally realize what if feels like to be happy with the way I look, and the most important thing I have learned….is that your not alone, and you don’t have to loose weight alone. I have so many other people who are going through the exact same thing as I am, and even though we dont have that many things in common, we have that goal in our life to be healthy and fit. I can finally say that I love myself, and, im confessing this too you all….I have not said or felt that in the longest time. :) Love you all  :D